mango kiwi

well heya. its been quite awhile let me tell you. iam not even on my computer. i havnt internet for god knows how long, but we finally got internet back, the only problem is we have no wireless router so technically i still have no internet. this is my step-dads compooter.

well ive been busy with people mainly, understanding different social interactions and becoming really good at learning how different people talk and such. ramble ramble ramble. my girlfriend and i of a year and a half, are taking a break, its weird, and a long story, technically we are still together but we are seeing different people.

i forget that iam still teenager and i need to post endless bulletins on myspace, buy unreadable hardcore shirts at hot topic, and have as much drama in my life as possible. but i digress.

i guess you could say i havnt been doing solo music stuff. Oodles will be playing at nerdacon friday. from 7 to 9 somewhere in between then. Joseph is the bassist now, dont know if ive told you 6 people, hahaha

the other day me and Joe were blasting Blackout Machine on this old Sanyo stereo i bought at a yardsale, ill maybe put the video up, its shitty, but it was 2 in the morning and quite hilarious.

with school, this girlfriend bullshit, oodles drama, porn, math rock obsessions, and coffee drinktationables, ive been pretty busy, iam not sure if i will return with releases and shit, let me give a shout out to the Evans, who make amazing music, i still rock your shit, i hope you guys are doing well. and to Elliot, i hope your doing well and all your lifeness is going alright.

i was suppose to do LSD today but the man has not contacted me, maybe the next i post on here, i will have done it, we'll see. in the mean time i leave you with this shitty recording i did last night at 2 in the morning. its just guitar, my monotone voice and some weird noise fucker. it sucks but iam still doing this, its called "sacrifice patience" because lately ive been giving too much of my patience out. whatever haha

love and peace for everyone, and good vibrations... muuuuchhhhhhho

http://www.mediafire.com/?yz50jjoityo

FUCKAH

yeaaaaa feeling good mna. and great. hahahahaahahahaahahhahahaha. it only take this much, iam not sure. but what iam feeling right now is great, and i cant sleep so here is someeeee shit that iam going to wake up tomorrow and not know what the fuck went on.

fucking. the hair what leads to the hair what leads to the smell of you'll will get tired. and all up and all will get tired. and you'll will know mind over man. just lay down, dont give a fuck here some music how i feel. pudding your have nothing. the hair what leads to the pudding. pudding. honey. cat. eat it all up and you. as your have nothing. pudding youll will get tired. and all up and caress formed plastic youll will be clear, dont the smell of you type and caress formed plastic youll will get tired. GOODNIGHT






i was not on any drugs or mind altering substances when i made this post. free love~

Taking Woodstock/Butter's B-day/

Today was Butter's early b-day Party. He is leaving Monday (his birthday) to go to Oregon, and i won't be able to see him day of leave, so today was the party day.He ordered a mac book, so expect to see some epic Oodles-ness in the future.

His family and me all went to eat at Moe's, i literally breathed in a cheese quesadilla, and got some awesome cheese dip( i know about all the cheese badness, you dont have to tell us twice haha) we then went to get our tickets for the movie. I being 17 thought that i could buy for Butter's ticket. You have to be 21 apparently. So his Mom drove and bought us the tickets for a later time. We then went to the mall, i got some headphones and then we went back to see Taking Woodstock.

I didnt want to talk too much about it on myspace. I will admit the movie is a little cliche, and it has parts that are, boring, long, awkward, and not needed. But it really was a good movie.

In the middle of the film, Elliot(Demetri Martin) besides to go to the Woodstock event after helping plan and work it out for days. He then meets two hippies and they all take acid together. They decide to chill in their van, and then he starts feeling it, seeing the colors, and everything blend in. I could feel the colors, ahh it was so great. The greatest part is when he goes outside, still feeling the acid, and he looking down at the concert at night, on top of the biggest hill. All the lights look like fireflies and shooting stars, so many colors colliding, moods, blending, interacting. It was so beautiful. Tears are running down Elliot's eyes at how beautiful the sight is, i wanted to cry too. It felt so good to see something so beautiful, it was breathtaking. I will never forget it.

It makes me want to do acid really bad haha. I wont be doing it anytime soon of course. But the day will come. Ah it was so great. Today was such a great day.

Love and Peace I love you all

sdfsdaf gaferginag

been playing this, pretty epic jazzy rock, http://www.myspace.com/jasondjsus

eating stale Hawaiian bread right now. its good.

so last night i did an acoustic set by myself. sick. with only knowledge of it wedensday. i wrote most of the lyrics in class when i had free time, and most of my practice time was Thursday and the day of. it wasnt the greatest, but i had a good time, and so did Chance who helped me on bass.

i have decided not to give a fuck anymore. that is whats keeping me down. i should care what people thought of me, or how bad i did, or how sick i was. i just need to do shit have fun and feel the good vibes. i need to become one with myself and express myself how i want to.

i did a horrible cover of Redemption Song by Bob Marley, iam sorry, ill make it up to you

aside from all that shitting embarrassing jazz, iam good. my friends have my back, and it feels good. you can do horribly, and suck so bad, but having your friends behind your back feels so fucking good.

i smell bad muhahahahahaa

whoooooaaa

so...as you know i make noise music, well i really like artists like Merzbow, some Aphex Twin, Mike Rich, Brian Eno. Noise and ambient stuff. Well i got into Merzbow's song, "I am coming to the Garden." on youtube it has this picture of a freakish figure. his eyes look bloody, and picture is just creepy. i actually like it though.

I was passing by and my sister was watching some anime convention thing on youtube. I decided to show her the Merzbow song. the picture freaked her out and she wouldnt look at the screen. Then i showed her my song, "Bad Memories Come in Waves" off of the FeatheryCigarAnalProbing EP. She held her blanket to her eyes and started freaking out. I didn't know my music would have that much effect on a person.

I'am playing some Locust Toybox right now, blaring it from my room to cheer her up, i feel bad that i scared her, but my intentions were not to scare her, i just wanted to see her reaction.

She was tearing up, but she wasn't like completely devastated, so i guess shes ok. In a way i am kind of glad that i could scare a person, that means my music has some effect on your emotions. I would really like it if people listened to my music and gave reviews on it. Like what they thought, felt, saw, when they listened to it. Especially the really dark music.

Well i am off. this is the last day of summer for me, it was fun. Playing shows, making music, meeting awesome people. Cheers to Summer 2009

school. music

today(august 3rd) was cool. woke up, picked Butters up. We went to Gorilla guitars, messed around a bit, then we went to Picasso's Pizza. Helped a lady with her car, then Ralph, a homeless guy who hangs around downtown, was going to get jumper cables for us. weeeiirddddd. went to everything musicals, they're dicks, enough said. went back to Butterrzzz jammed a bit, then i saw my girlfriend for a bit, shes leaving for New Jersey tomorrow. I start school thursday.....ansy.....nervous. iam a senior now.

something is on my back, something itching me inside.
i cant tell a soul, i am bound by my lover
we're scared...we're worried...we don't know what will happen
i just hope for the best,because all i can do is hope
my life can't over, and neither can her's
sorry about that, i just feel really worried right now. well aside from all that things are ok...i got the album art from Elliot so Chikubi and I are releasing a new EP, entitled, Organic Dildo Goggles. check it out.(thanks for the EP art Elliot, the last song is for you)

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?zn2knonolwz

Rigor Mortis EP, life

Heya all. of course with my posts when i make new music, i have to ramble and talk about unrelated subjects. So the EP link is at the bottom.

Life with me is going...pretty good. I got my car yesterday. A 1996 Mitsubishi Montero. It has a bit of room and all that goodness. A crack in the windshield, a small bit pf other things. My mom thinks its disgusting but shes just a paranoid freak. It really is fine and not too dirty. I went to Butters to show him the car. We were going to leave to get some pizza, when the reverse wasnt working. His dad checked it out and said the alternator wasn't working. Soooo today, my grandpa came over randomly and bought me an alternator. He should buy the band some mac books and new guitars hahahaa kidding. The car works but we just need to replace that alternator and we'll be good. At night is when iam in trouble because the alternator will have to drain the battery to keep running. Vehicle talk, meh haha, i can understand how people can be fascinated by cars now, they're so complex and intriguing.

The EP i made is called Rigor Mortis, the name has to do with the decomposition of the body as it rots into nothingness. The rigor mortis stage is when the muscles begin to settle and the body starts to get very heavy. So i guess dying could be the theme of this EP. I think i blend noise and ethereal underwater magical goodness ok. The middle of the EP is suppose to fuck you up haha. anyways thanks for listening here it is.


http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?ytdcrmm234g

Laziness.....Ramble

Yeeaaaa i am an extremely lazy person. i was suppose to cut the grass today, but i fell asleep at 8:30 am and then woke up at 6:30. Thankfully the rain came so i dont have to kill myself cutting the grass over those hills. I've always been a lazy person, even living with my grandparents who are very hard working people. I get my work done, but at the last minute. I guess i tend to work better when i am under pressure, eh whatever.

I'am listening to Pantha Du Prince, its really chill. Asha was very chimey and melodic. Listening to Saturn Strobe now. Its minimalistist dancey electronica. I like it a lot. Thanks Grant for giving me way too much music that i can handle =D

My mother commented on how skinny and thin i was after i got out of the shower. It bothered me and made me extremely uncomfortable. I've tried to gain weight, and i've tried various things, but it's really hard for me and i rather not eat a lot of greasy food. I could work out but meh..... I weigh only 95 pounds, ive never broken the 100 mark.

Since my sleep schedule is fucked ill be up all night, if i am not talking to my girlfriend i might end up making a shitty EP or some shitty shit shit balls

ahhh immaturity=youth

Indie Wars Show 7/24/09 ramble rambleNEW RELEASE

Heya, i decided to post a blog. Grant sent me some cool links, thanks man! noisy and such. It's real sweet. I'am about to fucking ramble so here i go. If you just want the release scroll down to the bottommmmm

The show went real well. I'am of course talking about the show with my band Oodles of Noodles. We tried a new set and we had....4 new songs. The crowd loved it, when we were silent some random guy would say, "I LOVE OODLES!" it was very heart warming. Butters did the announcing and spoke this time, because i am too quiet. He had a pitch shifter thing on his mixer so when he spoke it sounded like little cartoon children speaking. We also wore his pink wig. Trying to be a weird band.... Mission Accomplished

I tore shit up. At the end of our last song i took my guitar off and beat the shit out of it, and then threw it in some random direction, and started DJing my Korg Kaossilator like a mad cunt. People liked it, it was probably our best set, real progressive, punk-ish, grungy.

But get this.... haha we came in last. We got 5th in the judge votes, but 4th in crowd votes. Cuffs were 4th(should have got 2nd at least) Low and Behoolflsofloglodfhdg iam sorry their name doesnt even matter. I'am not even being rude, their music sucks, its overly simplistic breakdown cookie cutter music with some guy grunting as if he had not had a bowel movement in 5 months. But anyways, they got 3rd. True Blue City got 2nd. and When Forever Fails got 1st. True Blue city was ok, they deserved it i guess, it was your generic indie 4 cord band with the singer talking about how he was missing someone or some shit. When Forever Fails.... They confuse me. One of the guitarists and the drummer are in another band called Fictions and Skylines. I saw them play with Nova Scotian Arms. They were pretty much an Explosions in The Sky rip-off(used one of their riffs acutally). While i used to be into EITS i realized all their stuff sounds the same and they abuse the quiet loud build up dynamic in their music. But the reason they confuse me is because those people play metal, and then they play instrumental post-rock? wtf??!! I guess post-rock is doomed. its ok Sigur Ros is the only good post-rock band to listen to anyway.

Cuffs deserved to beat us haha. They seriously need to play Mineral Spirits more, its such a good song with catchy riffs. We met with the judges after we played. They all seemed to like us. One judge said the whole instrumental thing with our "unique" appearances was very mysterious. They gave us props for being an instrumental band in this doomed scene. They were all full of fucking maggot infested shit. We got the papers back on their judging. One judge said we were the most original band that played, but gave us a 2. Another said were very technical and had cool guitar parts but gave us a 2 for sound. Well some of them. I can understand us not winning, i really do. We've only been a band for about 4 or 5 month. We dont have vocals, we're instrumental, we're not "hardcore", i can see how people would not like us. But seriously.... I know our music isn't bad. If anything we're an amateur instrumental Hum or Dinosaur Jr.

Fuck i dont know what to do with this band. I seriously dont want to change stuff up. All of our material has come naturally. I dont want to force anything. I dont want us to be confined to a particular sound, fuck i dont know. Then I ask myself, am i making music for me or for the people? i dont know. I enjoy making noise stuff and doing things on my own. But i always have that dream of having a technical space rock band. I cant be too hard on myself.... Ive only been playing guitar for 1 1/2 years. This is my first band... Hmm, well see how things turn out.

Didnt make shit at the show. I bought some glowsticks in hopes of making money, but i sold like 6 of them, thus only making 3 dollar profit. I cant say iam not mad about being last and having no merch sales(Butters didn't say we had merch), but mehhhh, it was a great show if you take out the judgement and the fact that people want to buy a shirt with an obscure catch phrase on it, then iam good.

When Forever Fails makes fun of gay people. almost all metal shirts have some stupid shit on the back recalling the time they raped their dog, with catch phrases like, "You Got What You Deserved"(confined to the shadows shirt) or "I am not ashamed" yea man keep raping your dog your not ashamed. what are those phrases suppose to imply? hahahahaha


anyways iam done rambling and making fun of the scene. In a way i feel bad because i am never this arrogant. meh, i put together a EP. its 6 songs, the.... 2nd song i just made but everything else was like last week when i was bored at 4am. enjoy or dont...haha love and peace~



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crazy weekend

it has been a pretty crazy weekend. i woke up at 3pm friday, chilled as usual, got some really cheap mango drinks at Big Lots, very good for you, all the vitamins and such. Then i came back home and ate some pizza.

3am rolled around and i went and chilled with my friends, i was suppose to go to bed at midnight but mehhhhh. 5am came around and i picked my Butters up, we were having a yard sale. we came back to my house and set up, it was pretty good, made a good bit. my grandpa came over and we worked on the yard a little, then he left. at 1 pm we packed everything up and me and Butter's went to Moe's. It was pretty funny because we found an old pink wig in my shed, he wore the wig and a scarf to Moe's, and pretty questions and concerns about his sexuality arose. Moe's was good, we're both vegetarians so me and Butter's had a good feast, the salsa was superb.

We dropped him and i went to get my new phone, it has a keyboard its pretty cool. it was around 3pm so i was up for 24 hours, but i didnt care haha. We then picked my sister up at Paris', i said hey to her, it was all goooood. Came back home, my friend Austin picked me up, we went to FortBenning, then the museum, then the south side, in the ghetto, then to chuckie cheese, dollar tree, kmart, and then we went to his girlfriends, they chatted for a bit, i was dropped off at my friends, and then i walked home. i then passed out hahaha

I should work on some new stuff soon, i usually complete EP's or songs in a couple of hours. Bursts of productivity, which is a good and bad thing i guess.

FUCK YEA PRODUCTIVITY

i am seriously on crack or something haha. I just made 4 new jams, andddddd album art!! I completed the "squids and rainbows" album, the link for it is right here. woo Yup its pretty sexy. Also i have two other releases which you might want to check out. bitch and tits they are called noiseandstuff 1 and 2, they are both noise jams that i pulled out of my ass in like 3 hours. Hahahahaa my sleep schedule have been reaaaaal weird, let me try and remember how its been. Ok its tuesday.... Sunday i woke up at 9, took a shower and went back to sleep, woke up at 4? went to Burger King, came back, went to sleep at 6ish am(monday morning) woke up at 4 monday afternoon, went to sleep at 11ishpm, woke back up at 1am, drank an energy drink to try and stimulate a bowel movement, UNSECCUESSFULLLZ, and then you have now =D sooo yea man, pretty much, i made those jams for the new album, i need to make 1 or 2 more songs for it, it will be called "powerful dose" here is the album art, it makes me jizz noise babies

Meeeeeehhhhhhhh

I'am jamming to some Deerhunter-Cryptograms right now, haha it's pretty chill and dancy. I'am suppose to be cleaning my room right now, but oh well. I made some music last night, it's real noisy. It's really just a bunch of stuff i beat up, threw in audacity, added reverb, and shit on it, but its decent i guess.





I should put it up soon when i rename the tracks and all that goodness. It's thursday, i havnt eaten yet, i should soon.... I have to play a show tomorrow at Gallery Ass-hole. It's a love-hate relationship with it.

There was a house show....monday? It was Triads, Cuffs, and Gemini Cricket. We left after Cuffs though. Triads put on a good show, they played their punky, fast songs, so that was cool. Cuffs played their Jackson 5 cover "I Want You Back" again, very heart warming and soulful.

Life is pretty good, i'am not worried about anything really.... I did piss a friend off yesterday, which was dumb of me. The weird thing was that the conflict was over my genitals, yes my balls. I took my balls out, and people didn't take that too kindly. I wasn't really thinking at the time, i dont know. Maybe i'am too comfortable with myself and my surroundings? I dont know. or maybe i'am just rude.....haha

First Blog

I forgot my other blogger account info so i made a new one i guess. Not much to say about me, i really want to get into this blog thing, because i have a life some days, and other days i dont.


I make music, iam in a band Oodles of Noodles, click that for me hehe. i have a solo project, its shitty, so excuse the crappy recording and such, here it is, the wanderer.


Well that's all for now, ill make another post in a bit maybe i dont know. Have a nice day! love and peace~